Guys like you Derek are what's left of the backbone of America. I'm 61 years old. When I was your age, I'd be thinking the same as you guys. You're strong and brave....but a lot more of us can either no longer back up our bravery with strength (like me) or were never brave in the first place. Many of those folks staring down those barrels are members of the latter group
Never give up. Go down fighting even if it's a 61 year old fight. These guys don't let people go, if you're going to die, die fighting. Don't die like a slaughtered pig in a slaughter house.