I think what bothers me about this the most is the thought of my fiance. She's smart, but theres no way I could ever convince her to carry at work. She's a nurse and would never even think about it. What scares me, and worries me is not what I would do or how I would handle it, but that I wouldn't be able to and cant protect her all the time. The thought of her being in a situation like this and me being helpless to do anything blinds me with rage.....