All I can say is I've been through more situations than anyone I know. And I've been fine before AND after. And if I'm gonna (or anyone else here) be worried that the pisshead MA idiots are gonna be extremely upset with me should I have to use a gun, then I wouldn't even carry the thing to begin with.... We all know they would fry my ass if I DARED to defend myself here in the CommonPuke where "they" really don't encourage self help.
If you insist that you'd be "shaken up" before, during and/or after using a firearm in self defense then go ahead and tell yourself that. I don't ever tell anyone else what to believe. I can only tell you, having been in situations, what I believe, and I believe in my ability to remain calm should I ever be faced with yet another "situation". That's all. I'm not being nonchalant or bravado, or whatever. But to use a different analogy, and I'm NOT comparing the two and not saying it's "just like killing someone in self defense", but remember the guy Sully who landed the jet in the Hudson? The one thing, in his own words, that helped him in that situation was training and believing in himself.
Maybe I didn't phrase it the way I intended to initially, but that's what I was trying to get at. Think Sully drove to the airport with any self doubt that morning? He believed in himself and the entire world said "Wow, listen to his radio transmissions, and look at what he did.. imagine being that cool under stress??" etc etc etc. And I just prefer to believe in myself and have zero self doubt. That's all. You might wanna have the thoughts in your head "There's no way someone wouldn't be shook up" etc.
I just happen to disagree. That's all.