45 ammo is expensive now doesn’t mean it’s a no go if I find a carry gun I like in 45 I will buy it!Why is the ammo a “hard pill to swallow”? Price?
If you like the gun and shoot it well then carry it.
There are several of ranges that rent handguns so you can try a wide variety of handguns for pretty short money before you spend on a handgun if you want to.
That said you can’t have too many guns. Working together only we can keep driving the background checks to new all time highs.
Bob